pardon me while i continue speaking in circles.

two days ago,
i was sitting innocently in the small little attic in the library also known as our "office".... enjoying the rare peace after school, doing my own work.
when someone suddenly pipped : eh meimei(sister), have you ever thought of getting married?
i couldnt help but just give him the incredulous look.
sheesh.
really random.
and it broke the inner peace i was having within myself for maybe.. the past few hours, days, weeks, months.. ):
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you know there's more to it than this.